Why?!?Why do I always wanna die? Is it because this world is full of hate? Why do I always cry? Is it because no one bothers to see my inner beauty? Why do I always cut myself? Is it because i would rather have physical pain than inner pain? Why do people always leave me by myself? Is it because I am not a pleasant person to be around? Why do I always cry myself to sleep every night? Is it because God took away my only love? Why is it, when i'm sad I always grab the knife? Is it because I want to be with my love again? Why do I always make the wrong decisions in my life? Is it because I want attention? Why do I always start the fight? Is it because no one understands me? Why do I sometimes make myself hurl? Is it because i would rather be hungry? Why am I such an unhappy girl? Is it because I have gone through so much pain when i'm only 14? Why am I about to kill myself? Is it because no one bothers to listen to me? Why are the lights getting dimmer? Is it because i'm about to die? I guess so...Why?!?